aerium

Que fique claro

2011-12-16T17:17:00.002Z

todos eles me mataram devagarinho.

2011-11-25T16:59:00.002Z

Por inúmeras vezes me deparo com o meu pensamento naquele vulto; em todas aquelas ocasiões em que descemos estas ruelas e corremos para o comboio; os momentos tímidos em que os meus olhos te narravam a minha breve história. Os meus dias são repletos disto. Memórias de rostos fortuitos que, efectivamente, desconheço.

In my dreams

2011-11-19T12:44:00.001Z

Running around

One of us

2011-09-15T22:40:00.002+01:00

"They passed me by, all of those great romances
You were, I felt, robbing me of my rightful chances
My picture clear, everything seemed so easy
And so I dealt you the blow
One of us had to go
Now it's different, I want you to know

One of us is crying
One of us is lying
In her lonely bed
Staring at the ceiling
Wishing she was somewhere else instead
One of us is lonely
One of us is only
Waiting for a call
Sorry for herself, feeling stupid feeling small
Wishing she had never left at all

I saw myself as a concealed attraction
I felt you kept me away from the heat and the action
Just like a child, stubborn and misconceiving
That's how I started the show
One of us had to go
Now I've changed and I want you to know
One of us is crying
One of us is lying
In her lonely bed
Staring at the ceiling
Wishing she was somewhere else instead
One of us is lonely
One of us is only
Waiting for a call
Sorry for herself, feeling stupid feeling small
Wishing she had never left at all
Never left at all

Staring at the ceiling
Wishing she was somewhere else instead
One of us is lonely
One of us is only
Waiting for a call"

Come home

2011-09-10T21:13:00.000+01:00

Just what I needed

2011-09-07T12:03:00.001+01:00

P&B

And as you said

2011-09-02T00:18:00.002+01:00

"deixei-te num caco"

no more i love yous

2011-09-01T20:57:00.001+01:00

really fucking tired

"can't you see

2011-08-28T21:48:00.000+01:00

This boat is sinking"

2011-08-16T22:11:00.002+01:00

it's sad. so sad.

Belinda Carlisle - Vision Of You (1990 Version)

2011-08-02T17:06:00.000+01:00

When it all keeps on fading away

2011-07-30T02:20:00.002+01:00

Should I keep on waiting?

now & then

2011-07-27T08:35:00.000+01:00

Hello

2011-07-26T18:55:00.001+01:00

And goodbye...

She doesn't mean YOU!

2011-07-26T13:45:00.000+01:00

"Sweet is the sight

Of her room
Window opened by candlelight
How would you know
Cold winter on the shore
Chills the dress she wore
It's on the floor
Still it feels so warm today

And that's why I'm wondering why
You had to tell me
That's going on in your head
What's wrong
Come around to another time when you
Don't have to run

And when she said she wants somebody else
I hope you know that's she doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and makes a sound
You'll never hear her the way that I do
And when she says she wants someone to love
I hope you know that she doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and lets you down
I hope you know that she doesn't mean to

Swing into flight
Over hills.
Over her hills, it's twilight
I guess that's right now
While we're here
Tell me why it's so funny
That you're so funny
When you're mad
Always so mad. So mad

And that's why I'm wondering why
You had to tell me
What's going on in your head
What's wrong
Come around to another time when you
Don't have to run

Well, I don't know we're going to
and I don't know what means to me
and you don't know what means to you

And she says she wants somebody else
I hope you know
She doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and makes a sound
You'll never hear her the way that I do
And when she says she wants someone to love
I hope you know She doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and lets you down I hope you know that she...

No
Over now, over now... "

Once In A Very Blue Moon - Mary Black

2011-07-24T00:43:00.000+01:00

Sam Brown Stop

2011-07-21T23:21:00.000+01:00

The Race is On

2011-07-19T22:42:00.000+01:00

"I feel tears wellin' up cold deep inside
like my heart's sprung a big break
and a stab of loneliness sharp and painful
that I may never shake

You might say that I was taking it hard
since you wrote me off with a call
But don't you wager that I'll hide in sorrow
when I may lay right down and bawl

Now the race is on
and here comes pride in the backstretch
Heartaches goin' to the inside
My tears are holdin' back
They're tryin' not to fall
My heart's out of the runnin'
True love's scratched for another's sake
The race is on and it looks like heartaches
and the winner loses all

One day I ventured in love
never once suspectin' what the final result would be
and how I lived in fear of waking up each morning
finding that you're gone from me
There's ache and pain in my heart
for today was the one that I hated to face
Somebody new came up the winner
and I came out in second place"

You couldnt

2011-07-19T18:23:00.000+01:00

care less.

"I am not lonely swear to God I'm just alone"

2011-07-19T12:29:00.000+01:00

No I will not lay down

I will not live my life like a ghost in this town

I am not lonely swear to God I'm just alone

I'm back on my feet

I can just close my eyes and forget everything

My house is empty every memory blown away

Oh the sound of the wind through my bones makes me laugh

at all the bodies I kissed and never knew

Oh the sound of a lover's sympathy falling down to the floor

just barely out of reach from me

No I will not go back

every word thats been hiding inside of my head is running blindly

look behind me nothing's left

I can sit in a room

I can hear myself breathing and be quite amused

life is simple like the wrinkles on my skin

Oh the sound of the wind through my heart makes me glad

for all the ones that never knew my name

Oh the sound of a lover's sympathy

I had to go could not stay here

they were always out of reach from me

2011-07-17T21:28:00.002+01:00

"we'll always have Paris"

Wednesdays

2011-07-14T22:57:00.002+01:00

Over my head

No shit Sherlock

2011-07-13T23:50:00.000+01:00

"Ola

Nao vais mesmo responder pois nao? Tu es tao estranha...

Esquece

É muito desgastante ser teu amigo...na realidade acho que não deves saber bem o que isso é...só assim se justifica"

SinÃ©ad O'Connor - Nothing Compares 2U

2011-07-08T00:23:00.000+01:00

Presságios

2011-07-06T23:17:00.000+01:00

K's Choice - Tired

2011-07-04T22:12:00.000+01:00

The Cranberries - Ode To My Family

2011-07-03T22:39:00.000+01:00

Hit

2011-06-30T23:07:00.002+01:00

and run

puff

2011-06-29T13:16:00.001+01:00

Weekends or nights

2011-06-25T12:10:00.000+01:00

Dunno what's worse.

Donnington Park... Inesquecível! =')

2011-06-24T23:34:00.000+01:00

Seismic Seconds: The Death of Ayrton Senna - Part 2 of 2

2011-06-24T22:44:00.000+01:00

Seismic Seconds: The Death of Ayrton Senna - Part 1 of 2

2011-06-24T22:40:00.000+01:00

2011-06-21T00:08:00.002+01:00

Por momentos levitei. Confesso. Rendi-me à minha essência entusiasta e julguei, desta vez, ter pernas suficientes para te acompanhar.

Como sou tola, não é verdade?

Hey

2011-06-20T13:42:00.000+01:00

"Hey!

no vayas presumiendo por ahí
diciendo que no puede estar sin ti
tú que sabes de mi.

Hey!
ya sé que a ti te gusta presumir
decir a los amigos que sin ti
ya no puedo vivir.

Hey!
no creas que te haces un favor
cuando hablas a la gente de mi amor
y te burlas de mi.

Hey!
que hay veces que es mejor querer así
que ser querido y no poder sentir
lo que siento por ti.

Ya ves
tú nunca me has querido ya lo ves
que nunca he sido tuyo ya lo se
fue sólo por orgullo ese querer

Ya ves
de que te vale ahora presumir
ahora que no estoy ya junto a ti
que les dirás de mi.

Hey!
recuerdo que ganabas siempre tú
que hacías de ese triunfo una virtud
yo era sombra y tú luz.

Hey!
no se si tú también recordarás
que siempre que intentaba hacer la paz
yo era un río en tu mar.

Ya ves
tú nunca me has querido ya lo ves
que nunca he sido tuyo ya lo se
fue sólo por orgullo ese querer

Ya ves
de que te vale ahora presumir
ahora que no estoy ya junto a ti
que les dirás de mi.

Hey!
ahora que ya todo terminó
que como siempre soy el perdedor
cuando pienses en mi.

Hey!
no creas que te guardo algún rencor
es siempre más feliz quien más amó
y ese siempre fui yo.

Ya ves
de que te vale ahora presumir
ahora que no estoy ya junto a ti
que les dirás de mi "

2011-06-17T16:33:00.002+01:00

Wien souvenir

Demis Roussos - We Shall Dance

2011-06-07T16:03:00.001+01:00

The Wallflowers - I Started A Joke (2001)

2011-06-06T23:50:00.000+01:00

2011-05-16T00:17:00.001+01:00

We cannot tear out a single page of our life, but we can throw the whole book in the fire.
George Sand

2011-05-11T23:07:00.000+01:00

And sundays were never the same again.

Maledetta

2011-04-09T22:20:00.000+01:00

Primavera

Wish I could turn back time

2011-04-08T18:35:00.001+01:00

Elkie Brooks - No More The Fool

2011-03-27T22:58:00.001+01:00

it was just a matter of time

2011-03-26T19:02:00.000Z

had enough

2011-03-26T14:36:00.002Z

"Enterrei-os no cemitério dos malandros..."

Choices.

2011-03-15T01:34:00.002Z

A house, two girls, one cat.

2011-02-28T02:06:00.000Z

Oops! Two turtles as well!

May the story begin.

Two faces

2011-02-23T22:40:00.001Z

have I.

Marie Laforet - Viens, Viens

2011-02-23T01:02:00.000Z

Late night

2011-02-22T00:25:00.002Z

running scared.

I've told every little star

2011-02-21T23:52:00.003Z

made my heart an open book

Baby, It's You!

2011-02-21T18:15:00.000Z

"It's not the way you smile that touched my heart.

It's not the way you kissed that tears me apart.

Many, many, many nights go by.
I sit alone at home and cry over you.
What can I do?
Don't want nobody, nobody
Cause, baby, it's you.
Baby, it's you.

Is it true what they say about you?
They say you'll never, ever, never be true.
It doesn't matter what they say.
I know I'm gonna love you any old way.
What can I do?

What 'bout you?
Don't want nobody, nobody.
Baby, it's you.
Baby, it's you.

Baby.

It doesn't matter what they say.
I know I'm gonna love any old way.
What can I do?
What 'bout you?
Don't want nobody, nobody.
Baby, it's you.
Baby, it's you.

Don't leave me alone.
Come on home.
Baby, it's you.
Baby, it's you.
You know I need your lovin'
You know I love you.
Baby, it's you.

Baby..."

Hey

2011-02-18T00:32:00.002Z

you've got to hide your love away.

This is life

2011-02-13T17:54:00.002Z

now

I ' m not s.

2011-02-10T22:46:00.002Z

I'm not looking

Sad Eyes

2011-01-27T23:53:00.000Z

He said I'm not H.
But he lies
he lies lies lies

What I'm Looking For

2011-01-09T23:22:00.000Z

Which Way Your Heart Will Go

2011-01-09T22:53:00.000Z

Miss you so!

2010-12-29T20:25:00.000Z

Johnny Mathis - When A Child Is Born

2010-12-25T02:12:00.000Z

Bang bang

2010-11-22T16:07:00.000Z

You're dead!

2010-11-17T21:57:00.002Z

- What is he like?
- He's just so like you.

I guess nowadays people don't know how to keep a word

2010-09-16T18:36:00.002+01:00

"tu disseste-me uma vez que as pessoas, de uma forma ou de outra, acabam por afastar-se de ti e eu disse-te que eu não o faria. Ainda não o fiz, pois não?"

2010-08-11T12:30:00.002+01:00

http://marinablanc21.blogspot.com/2010/03/desisto_18.html

2010-04-26T18:39:00.000+01:00

I thought I saw your face today
But I just turned my head away
Your face against the trees
But I just see the memories
As they come
As they come
And I couldn't help but fall in love again
No, I couldn't help but fall in love again

I saw it glitter as I grew
And loved a boy I never knew
I thought this place was heaven-sent
But now it's just a monument
In my mind
In my mind
And I couldn't help but fall in love again
No, I couldn't help but fall in love again

And the cars and freeways implore me to stay
Away out of this place
My mother said, "Just keep your head and play it as it lays"

And the cars and freeways implore me to stay
Away out of this place
My mother said, "Just keep your head and play it as it lays"

I somehow see what's beautiful
In things that are ephemeral
I'm my only friend of mine
And love is just a piece of time
In the world
In the world
And I couldn't help but fall in love again
No, I couldn't help but fall in love again
No, I couldn't help but fall in love again
No, I couldn't help but fall in love again

(Zooey Deschanel -- I Thought I Saw Your Face Today)

2010-04-26T01:13:00.001+01:00

However I am thinking...

2010-04-24T19:42:00.001+01:00

I do worry about me too...

It should be

2010-04-22T13:16:00.000+01:00

"I read and walked for miles at night along the beach, writing bad blank verse and searching endlessly for someone wonderful who would step out of the darkness and change my life. It never crossed my mind that that person could be me."

(Anna Quindlen)

Saudades

2010-04-20T18:14:00.000+01:00

Rui diz:

Não tens saudades?

Rock Bottom diz:
Ás vezes.
Tenho saudades do mar, da praia, do cheiro a maresia, das ruas desertas, do rio, do pinhal...
Sim, disso tudo, tenho bastante.

Never change

2010-04-15T10:01:00.001+01:00

You know when those people you thought who would never leave just go away...

People are a continuous disappointment. And I am too dumb to learn.

Now she puts me thinking on something that’s been inside of my head for so long…
Do all of them have any idea of the hole their silence and distance leaves under the chest? Will they ever feel the same hole?
I guess not.

The mind

2010-04-12T17:31:00.000+01:00

-STOOOPPPPPP!!!!!!!!
- B...But I didn't make a move...

2010-04-06T18:45:00.002+01:00

Yesterday it seemed pointless.
Today I gave up.
Tomorrow I shouldn't thinking of it at all.

2010-04-03T13:57:00.002+01:00

So long, so wrong.

2010-03-31T15:03:00.000+01:00

2010-03-28T23:53:00.000+01:00

"- I just woke up one day and i knew

- knew what?
- What I was never sure of with you
(silence)
- You know what sucks?
Realizing that everything you believe in is complete and utter bullshit.
It sucks.
- What do you mean?
- uh, you know, destiny, and soul mates, and true love and all that childhood fairy tale nonsense.
You were right.
I should have listened to you."

I could...

2010-03-28T23:32:00.001+01:00

R diz:
Qual o pais que gostavas de ir
E que ainda nao foste?

Rock Bottom diz:
none

R diz:
A serio?
Nao és nada curiosa entao

Rock Bottom diz:
nada

R diz:
:)

Rock Bottom diz:
wtv

R diz:
OMG

Rock Bottom diz:
what ?

R diz:
Oh My God

Rock Bottom diz:
yes my dear, i understood
but omg , what?

R diz:
isso pa mim é estranho
que nao sejas curiosa

Rock Bottom diz:
that is so simple
dont u think?

R diz:
ao ponto de quereres conhecer outros paises, culturas etc...

Rock Bottom diz:
its only because u have life inside and i dont

R diz:
wot?

Rock Bottom diz:
nevermind

R diz:
Lool
Everyone has life inside
:)
Rock Bottom diz:
buh bye

R diz:
mas pronto axo que ha pessoas que tem + vida que outras
tambem é verdade
E a vida é pa ser vivida
Seja de que forma for
e com isto me vou
Que amanha começa + 1 semanita e esta noite nao preguei olho

Rock Bottom diz:
yah yah
cheap talk
take care

R diz:
baci
boa semana

[i could actually die and no one would ever notice]

Somehow

2010-03-25T04:49:00.002Z

Here is gone.

2010-03-23T12:02:00.003Z

O tempo. Sempre sem tempo.
Diria que até me sobra.
Tempo de espera. De inquietação.
Tempo indeterminado.
Cavalgante, o tempo que ficou.
O tempo.
Deveria fazer-lhe o mesmo que me faz.
Dar-lhe a cheirar a própria ausência
Nos seus passos colossais.
E sentir-se morrer aos pouquinhos
No travesseiro amolgado.

Uma vez resolvi alugar um quarto...

2010-03-17T16:58:00.002Z

Título do anúncio: "ALUGA-SE QUARTO A RAPARIGA ESTUDANTE"

Um dos vários interessados do sexo oposto:

"Boa tarde,

Estou interessado no quarto.
Chamo-me Nuno e tenho 32 anos.
Queria apenas referir que sou naturista.
Há algum problema relativamente a isso?
Sei que muitas pessoas ainda lhes custa um pouco aceitar o naturismo por isso pergunto...
obrigado e cumprimentos,
aguardo sua resposta.

Nuno Bessa"

Além de ser naturista, também não sabe ler, suponho...

I recall...

2010-03-15T23:47:00.002Z

...a bus conversation
- humm... de quem é esta música?
- Don Henley. (smile)

"those days are gone forever. I should just let'em go."
In fact.

De todos os integrantes dos Eagles, Don Henley teve a carreira a solo de maior sucesso.
Após a separação do grupo em 1982, lançou o seu primeiro album a solo, denominado "I can't Stand Still".
O segundo album sairia em 1984, "Building the perfect beast". O álbum vendeu mais de dois milhões de cópias e permaneceu nos tops por mais de um ano. Tendo grandes êxitos como "Boys of Summer", "All She Wants to Do Is Dance", "Not Enough Love in the World" e "Sunset Grill".
O terceiro álbum saiu em 1989 "The End of the Innocence", sendo o seu maior sucesso comercial. O álbum vendeu mais de três milhões de cópias e ficou nos tops por quase três anos, lançando os singles "The End of the Innocence","Heart of the Matter", "Nova York Minute", "How Bad Do You Want It?", e "The Last Worthless Evening".
Em 2000 ele lançou seu quarto álbum de estúdio "Inside Job".

2010-03-12T17:33:00.000Z

They painted up your secrets

And the lies they told to you

And the least they ever gave you

Was the most you ever knew

And I wonder where these dreams go

When the world gets in your way

What's the point in all this screaming?

No one's listening anyway.

Your voice is small and fading

And you're hiding here unknown

And you mother loves you father

'cause she's got nowhere to go

And she wonders where these dreams go

'cause the world got in her way

What's the point in never trying?

Nothing's changing anyway.

They press their lips against you

And you love the lies they say

And I tried so hard to reach you

But you're falling anyway

And you know I see right through you

'cause the world gets in your way

What's the point in all this screaming?

You're not listening anyway

The goo goo dolls - No one's listening

What if

2010-03-10T17:14:00.000Z

I wouldn't wonder at all.

I'm saying it to you now, friend.

2010-03-07T03:01:00.000Z

“You look like you. And that’s just beautiful”

Couldn't care less

2010-02-27T16:32:00.000Z

Oh my heart can’t carry much more
It’s really, really aching and sore
My heart don’t care anymore
I really can’t bear more
My hands don’t work like before
I shiver and I scrape at your door
My heart can’t carry much more
But you couldn’t care less
Could you

Your face don’t look like before
It’s really not like yours anymore
Your eyes don’t like me no more
They quiver and they shift to the floor
My heart don’t beat like before
It’s never been this slow
No my blood don’t flow anymore
And you couldn’t care less
Could you

Could we stop and sleep for a spare
We can turn this ditch into a well
And send that old devil back to hell
But we really don’t care do we

Baby let’s stop and sleep for a spare
We can turn this ditch into a well
And send that old devil back to hell
Your back’s not straight like before
You really shouldn’t carry me no more
I’m much too heavy for you
I’m really quite a mess, yes
We just don’t care anymore
We’re crooked and were cut to the core
We’re just not there anymore
But we really don’t care do we
No, we couldn’t care less
We couldn’t care less
Could we?

The Cardigans - Couldn't care less

What's the way

2010-02-27T10:54:00.001Z

to love someone?

2010-02-26T02:12:00.003Z

Rock Bottom diz:

Eu vou aninhar-me na cama e abraçar-me até adormecer. Deve bastar.

A sweet old fashioned notion

2010-02-21T11:34:00.000Z

Bogart & Bergman in Casablanca.

2010-02-15T11:39:00.002Z

Hoje acordei e, para não variar, parecia Domingo. Mas, pela primeira vez, desde que me lembro, soube bem ser Segunda-feira.

Hoje acordei e apeteceu-me ouvir housemartins.

Seguidamente, uma súbita vontade de despir este egocêntrismo e encontrar corpos para além do espelho.

Fascina-me folhear estes registos virtuais e descobrir o quanto a pessoas dão de si em cada parágrafo. O quanto se expõem. O quanto libertam. O quanto partilham.

E eu sempre tão guardiã de mim.

I've been in disguise forever

2010-02-15T00:02:00.000Z

Am I just like you?

2010-02-14T19:18:00.000Z

Feeling the moment slip away

Losing direction you're losing faith

You're wishing for someone

Feeling it all begin to slide

Am I just like you

All the things you do - can't help myself

How do you feel when there's no sun

And how will you be when rain clouds come and pull you down again

How will you feel when there's no one

Am I just like you

Turning to face what you've become

Bury the ashes of someone

Broken by the strain

Trying to fill that space inside

Am I just like you

All the things you do - can't help myself

How do you feel when there's no sun

And how will you be when rain clouds come and pull you down again

How will you feel when there's no one

Am I just like you

All the things you do

Don't ever feel

That you're alone

I'll never let you down

I'll never leave you dry

Don't fall apart

Don't let it go

Carry the notion

Carry the notion back to me

Feeling the moment slip away

Feeling the moment slip away

Cause I'm just like you

How do you feel when there's no sun

And how will you be when rain clouds come and pull you down again

How will you feel when there's no one

Am I just like you?

(Feeder - Feeling a moment)

The rescues

2010-02-13T12:36:00.000Z

are gone long ago.

2010-02-12T16:19:00.002Z

E agora atiras-me tudo isso à cara. Fogem-te as palavras como que um espirro.
Fui eu que não quis; fui eu que não quis sequer querer.
Falas como se soubesses. Como se tivessem sido longos os diálogos sobre o nosso querer ou não querer; sobre quem queria quando o outro não queria.
Falas como se as tuas mãos me dessem um abanão de repreendimento. Como se a saudade, que o tempo nos deixa no colo, não bastasse.

What do you do

2010-02-12T15:42:00.000Z

when you realize you just don't know what to do???

2010-02-12T10:24:00.001Z

"Eyes move, this could die"
Eyes moved.

2010-02-11T23:12:00.002Z

Old damages are uncurable and deep
and taking control of the body and grip;
grim thoughts dropped in the air
leaves inside the chest feelings that scare

2010-01-20T14:17:00.001Z

Mes jours comme mes nuits

2010-01-15T23:09:00.001Z

Friends, Lovers or Nothing.

2010-01-10T19:39:00.000Z

Breaking up with the joker.

2010-01-03T22:00:00.001Z

It's still the same old story

So strange

2009-12-08T22:28:00.001Z

The things you remember and the things you don't.